When my stepfather di:ed, I lost the only parent I had ever truly known. But at his funeral, a stranger told me to search the bottom drawer of his workbench. What I found revealed the purpose of my mother’s final drive -and the battle my father had fought to keep me.
I was 34 when my stepfather, Thomas Bennett, died from pancreatic cancer.
The illness moved quickly. In March, he was repairing the kitchen faucet and insisting doctors worried too much. By August, I was sitting beside his bed, holding his hand as he took his final breath.
He was 78.
At the funeral, people hugged me and repeated the same words.
“You were everything to him, Laurel.”
I thanked them, but none of it felt real. I stood beside his urn, staring at a photograph of him squinting into the sun with grease on his cheek.
Thomas had met my mother, Rebecca, when I was
2. They married the following year, and she di:ed in a car ac:cident when I was 4.
My biological father had disappeared before my first birthday. Thomas was the only father I Xemembered.
He taught me to ride a bicycle, change a tire, and sign my name without tearing the paper. He attended every school performance and once wore a macaroni bracelet I made in second grade for an entire day, telling everyone it was more valuable than gold.
When he became ill, I moved back home without hesitation.
I cared for him because he had spent his life caring for me.
After the funeral, everyone returned to the house.
My aunt Judith — my mother’s older sister -found me standing alone in the hallway.
“You shouldn’t stay here by yourself,” she said, hugging me. “Come home with me for a while.”
“This is my home.”
“I know. I’m only worried about you.”
Judith had remained in my life through occasional holidays, birthday cards, and polite phone calls.
She and Thomas had never been close, but neither of them explained why.
A few minutes later, an unfamiliar older man approached me.
“Laurel Mercer?”
I nodded. Mercer was the surname of the biological father I had never known.
“My name is Raymond Cole,” he said. “I was a paralegal and notary at the firm that helped your
parents years ago. I witnessed some documents for your mother.”
My chest tightened. “What documents?”
“I moved out of state shortly afterward, but Thomas and I stayed in touch. Before he died, he
asked me to make sure you found something.”
Raymond handed me his card.
“Look in the bottom drawer of his workbench.”
“What will I find?”
“The reason your mother was driving on the day she died — and what happened atter she was gone.”